When everything goes wrong ..

You know the feeling that your worlds crashing down on your shoulders? Like everything in life has gone wrong and your standing hopelessly in the middle of it all, just wondering? Left wondering why. What truly went wrong?I feel as if I’m left alone. In the cold, with only myself to blame. You see, I’m not perfect like you always would tell me. I made a mistake. I didn’t leave you standing speechlessly before me. I let you… down.All I wish is that we could go back to when things were good. Who am I kidding, they were better than good. They were perfect, flawless and too good to be true. It was a hopeless love story, the kind that only truly happens in fairytales. So when the bitter reality hit, it stung with fine pain and the harsh truth I always hid behind.But I’m not a princess and you’ll never be my one special prince charming. The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do is say these very words. Realize that you and me are not made to be together.I’ll go the rest of my life with only you on my mind. Each day I’ll wake up with the thought of you and the heartache for your sweet touch. But as I slowly drive away I look out at this big beautiful world. I know that somewhere out there is your perfect match. The girl of your dreams. Your other half and the one who will forever hold your heart. She’ll love you uncondishonaly for eternity. Forever and always. This is the last time you’ll bring tears to my eyes. Your not going to bring me down anymore.I would never want you to be unhappy or left empty handed. You deserve more than I could ever give you. So go on with your own life. Your truly going to be something amazing one day. I hope you stay beautiful forever. And one day I hope you look back to the times when I was your world. When you’d hold me closely in your arms and stare deeply into my eyes. All the love we had, how happy you once were. There’s not a day that will go by where I won’t think of you.Won’t miss your touch.Your laughter.Your soft kiss.And forever miss you.I truly loved you.