Please don't make me felt like before . I can't even want it anymore .. Hurt .. it's hurt :(
Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ... I don't want to falling with anyone anymore . I just too weak to face all this things alone ... I can't accept you anymore . I just can't make u happy like before anymore . I just can't touch u like i touched u before . So different .... I'm cold . I'm heartless ..- One day , you get tired of that certain people . You get tired of the tears , and the emptiness , and not because you don't feel anything anymore . You do . But it's too destructive . So , ypu decide to walk away to find something new , because you really do miss smiles , and heat , and hugs , and kisses , and love . and that person that you had expected so much give you this , just bring tears to your eyes , sleepless nights , pain and it doesn't matter how they do it . they can step on you . they can break you in thousand pieces just with words . they can simply ignore you .. When you leave , when you make that big decision , you realise that there's no need to turn back . it will be a little painful on the beggining but you will make it . and when it happens , that person you decided to leave will notice you're not there anymore . and will miss you . the person will try to get you back somehow . But you will be strong enough to say no . why should you leave the new happiness and go back to that dark hole you were ? Like i said , it's not easy but it's the best thing you can do . Love yourself . do what makes you feel good , stay with people that only brings you light . leave this monster behind . you can do it .
I did it . I thought i had the love of my life , but he change into something that i can't barely describe . I got really hurt . I wanted to die . I saw no more reason in life . but i'm here now , telling you . it's possible . Don't let them hurt you . Don't let them tell you're no one . Someday you'll find your way back in life and in light .
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