Not really morning .

Bukak mate tengok phone , well he still there . Wake up again , yeah still there . Wondering when all this gonna end .

" Some of us get quiet , go insise ourselves & guard against the hurt . Others run through the stom , knocking on doors looking for help ... I tend to go insise . I just need a little one on one time with myself to figure some things out . I just need to be alone . I 'll be back . "

Shock , I can't cry

I need some space 

No , this isn't me 

Oh , please let me breath

I'll be backsooner than you know

 

I've been blind

I hope I'll be fine

Don't call me back , no

Yes , I see light 

Now , Its so bright

Call my name , I'll be me soon

No , it's not personal

Sorry if i'm hurting you

Please don't give up on me now

I needed this time alone

To know I could come back home

To breathe, breathe , breathe

I needed this space just like you need it

I need this time , time to clear up my mind .