Thursday, 22 December 2011

I just wanna hold you tight but you was so far away ..

# Keep repeating Dreaming of you by salena perez ..

Sometimes it's not the song that makes me emotional , It's the people and things that come into my mind when i hear it .. yes .. I think about you .. just you in my head . always .. Oh god .. I'm insecure as fuck now ... Thinking back old memories and and wishing I could change the past .

I can't even hate at you yang . I should hate u for the ways you are treated me . Except that I couldn't . Maybe that's what real love is . Not hating someone when you have every reason to .

Do you wanna know why girls take every little detail seriously ? Because they're scared that maybe  , they're not good enough . They see other girls and think maybe , someone else will take their place . They look through every flow that they can find . They get insecure . They're afraid of getting hurt repeatedly . They have trust issues . I don't know , that's just how they are . They're  fragile . They're not something that you should go around playing with & throw away when you're alone . They have feelings too .. You know ?


I hate when i feels like I don't have any emotion , I feel so empty .  Not happy , not sad . I'm nothing . When my mind is spinning , but i can't feel anything ..






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