Remember this song ?

 

So cute ! like seriously :(

  
  
  







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HAHAHAHAHAH !!!

  
  
  
  

Happy ..

Last night i have such a wonderful sweetdream ... ;D And finally i sleep until 1.58p.m ....
I wish i could have that kind of dream again and again .. And now i'm sitting here thinking , and I am overwhelmed with how much I love You yang .. You give me butterflies .. 

I just wanna hold you tight but you was so far away ..

# Keep repeating Dreaming of you by salena perez ..

Sometimes it's not the song that makes me emotional , It's the people and things that come into my mind when i hear it .. yes .. I think about you .. just you in my head . always .. Oh god .. I'm insecure as fuck now ... Thinking back old memories and and wishing I could change the past .

I can't even hate at you yang . I should hate u for the ways you are treated me . Except that I couldn't . Maybe that's what real love is . Not hating someone when you have every reason to .

Do you wanna know why girls take every little detail seriously ? Because they're scared that maybe  , they're not good enough . They see other girls and think maybe , someone else will take their place . They look through every flow that they can find . They get insecure . They're afraid of getting hurt repeatedly . They have trust issues . I don't know , that's just how they are . They're  fragile . They're not something that you should go around playing with & throw away when you're alone . They have feelings too .. You know ?


I hate when i feels like I don't have any emotion , I feel so empty .  Not happy , not sad . I'm nothing . When my mind is spinning , but i can't feel anything ..

Go on with the flow ~

Happy for you guys . Tak pernah sangka pulak korang akan faling in love with each other kan .. Congrats Ruby for make him falling in love with you . Hope you guys can make it . Ruby aku harap mu akan jage dye and setia nga dye even aku takde hak nak cakap benda gini but aku nak jugak ckp . sbb aku still anggap dye abg and bff aku , yes i still love him . Macam yang aku cakap ... aku syg dye mcm first2 aku kenal dye dulu as bff aku . tentu la aku caring pasal dye . Aku tana dye jadi mcm dulu dah . Yeah . sometimes i have to realize that he also need somebody to love him . hold him . cry with him .  But now , we're nothing . there's nothing i cant do to make him happy . It's just u can do it . so please . take care of him or i will smash something on ur face . I'm not joking  im serious . 

Dreaming of you - The song that i used give to you ..

Late at night when all the world is sleeping 
I stay up and think of you
And i wish on the star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too


Cause i'm dreaming of you tonight 
till tomorrow i'll be holding you tight
and there's nowhere in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room , dreaming about you and me


Wonder if you ever see me
And i wonder if you know i'm there
If you looked into my eyes
Would you see what's inside ? Would you even care ?


I just wanna hold you close
But so far all i have are dreams of you
So i wait for the day and courage to say
How much i love you , yes i do


I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow i'll be holding you tight
And there's no where in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room  . dreaming about you and me


Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And i still can't believe that you came up to me
And said , " i love you " , i love you too


Now i'm dreaming of you tonight 
till tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's no where in the world i'd rather be
Than here in my room , dreaming with you endlessly




omg y im crying ? i shouldn't :(

I shouldn't love you :(