LIKE SWEET SERENDIPITY <3 

Currently ..
the one person that i talk to about everything
the one person i always wanna talk to
the one person i need to talk to
the one person i want to make me feel better 
is
the one person i can't talk to about everything right know
the one person i'm hesitant to talk to right now
the one person i can't rely on for this right now
the one person that i don't think can make me feel better right now
what the fuck i wanna do is talk to him right now . tell him how i'm feeling . but no , i can't . do you know why ? BECAUSE IT'S ABOUT HIM ! dammit . this is the worst . all i want to do is vent to him .