At this age we all learn & know what it feels like to leave , to be left , & forgotten . You are going to have amazing people walk in your life as easily as they left . over time they'll be nothing , but a faitnt impression in your memory . Then you're gonna have those people where thought would never disappear from your life , wether close friends , lovers , or even family . Those are the hardest to deal with . It not only feels like they've disappeared , but they also took a part of you with them . Part of your happiness and your reason to smile , cause that probably what they were to you in the first place . They were part of the reason how you managed to pull through all the bullshit you had to deal with daily , they were the reason why you fought so hard for them hoping that they wouldn't leave , & lastly they were your light guiding you thru all the darkness in this world . There comes a point & time where you realize anything you do from that point on is futile , the pain , anger , confusion will be replaced wth acceptance . All you can do from this is cherish the time you had with that person , learn whatever knowledge or wisdom they have given you & moving on hoping that you can find someone as special or amazing to fill the missing part of your reason to smile . One day i'll find you again .
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