WHO THE FUCK CARES ANYMORE . seriously . I'm tired of being told one thing and then the other happens instead . I can't take crying myself to sleep every fucking night , I can't take this fucking voices in my head , I can't take this fucking pain , I can't take how lonely I feel all the fucking time . I can't take feeling like i'm fucking insane . I can't handle seeing this anymore . I can't take being fucking LET DOWN anymore . All I want is somewhere taht I can call home . I mean holy fuck , I'm homesick for a place that doesn't exist . My heart is ripped in a million pieces , my heart is pounding , my heart is doing somersaults . My bones are shaking , my nerves are tense , my body aches , and I can't see straight . I feel like everything I want , everything I work for , won't fucking happen . I get to sit back and watch others enjoy their fucking beautiful god damn lives with their boyfie . and i'm sitting here questioning whether i'm still fucking alive or not . For all i know i can just be ghost of my former self . I can go place , but i cant leave . I'm stuck here for fucking ever . I just cant seem to fucking find a damn thing that makes me happy & keep me happy . It always falls through . there's always a catch .
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