Yup pretty much . It's just been a delightful night ..
I'm tired of being strong , i'm tired of holding back . My whole life has been about holding on how i fell and i am so done . I have felt this break down coming on for so long but i have holding i at bay . Well i'm tired and i'm done . Tonight when i'm alone i'm just going to let it all come out . I promised you i wouldn't cut but i can lay here for hours sobbing and screaming and blaring depressing music like i've been wanting to do for so long now . I'm just going to let all of my thoughts flow into my head , all the voices that have been working their way in for so long . Let them come .
Feel like shit tonight .. I have so much shit to figure out in this fucked up head of mine . God why do i have so many fucking issues . Why does my brain have to work like this . I really hate myself . Ugh . Just ugh !!
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